My anxiety has been acting up, and making it hard to sleep even after taking a sleeping pill. I thought I knew what was causing it, but I was wrong.

In more awesome news, Alan Wake: American Nightmare is looking pretty pimp. Alan Wake has a snazzy flannel. I like his snazzy flannel.

spent all day in the woods, taking pretty pictures whilst the men-folk gut the deer.  it was a bad idea to go, no matter how many pretty (and disgusting) pictures i got from it.  my fever came back, and i came home exhausted; didn't even get to eat any "ohmygod, my cousin is 4" cake.  that's bullshit.  because my aunt made him a cars cake with that red car and tow-mater; very awesome cake making skills indeed.

i'm having anxiety issues out the ass for no apparent reason, and am getting shaky and confused.  maybe it's just the illness bothering me.  maybe i'll watch tv.  i don't have the brain for computer right now, anyway.

also.  the cat was put down, and nobody thought to tell him.  it's kind of upsetting.

Firefox updated without my permis. and now I don't have ljlogin. /sobs  I forgot how tough it was without it.

Also.  I can't really use my right hand.  Dog bit it open.  It's even tough to type.  and play vidya games. 

Also. Also.  I try not to hate people that come preaching at my doorstep about their religion, but is it necessary?  I don't want to hear it.  If I wanted to be a Mormon, I would have decided on it long, long ago.  And I haven't.  >:C Is the black house, and large barking dogs not enough of a deterrent?  Do I need to put up a sign stating all the misc. things you shouldn't knock on my door for?

• religion (any & all)
• your car broke down
• you need to use my phone
• you want to sell me something
• you want to sell me something under the guise of helping others
• you need to use my bathroom
• your giving away free ac units/windows/various other household shit

I'm making a sign.  And laminating it.  If that's not enough, I'm going to get a doormat that yells,"GO AWAY" anytime someone steps on it.