I've always loved playing Kadaj, and he's never really been particularly hard for me to play, but playing him can get stressful. He's got virtually zero positive CR (disregarding Yazoo), and that's all his (or my, however you want to look at it) fault. He's like this ball of hate that's unwilling to get particularly close to anyone, is unwilling to ask for help when he needs it, is unwilling to talk about his angsty emotions, is unwilling to get fucking happy, and it's starting to drive me nuts.

He's never been the kid to make friends, and even when he likes someone he'd never admit it. He does things that purposefully push others away, and I wish he'd stop but if he did that I'd kind of feel that's leaking into OOC territory and I'm unwilling to let that happen.

Why does my favorite character to play have to be such a stupid brat? Why? I wish someone would smack him around and tell him to grow the fuck up.