25 October 2011 @ 03:20 pm
I have quite literally been on the computer less than 5 hours the last--I dunno--five days? It's not a bad thing, I suppose, but RP requires a little more time pumped into it than I've been able to provide. Luckily, things will settle by tomorrow.

The last episode of Psych was quite possibly the best in Psych history. JSYK.

Uhm. I've been super busy. Mom has been suffering from severe depression, but it's getting better. Dog has fleas. Makes me feel like I have fleas. Saturday got smashed. Sunday spent hungover. Monday couldn't move too much. Today is much better. Tomorrow will be even better.
Current Mood: busy
13 October 2011 @ 03:14 pm
Not feeling RP at the moment.  Not anyone's fault, obviously.  I'm just in one of those lazy ass moods where the only thing I want to do is veg.  Did that yesterday, too.  I wish there was a way to motivate myself because I notice I don't do well if I just kick myself into doing it--it all comes out half-assed and much much much slower than I usually.  ohgod, i'm so slow compared to others.  /LE SIGH

This weekend we'll be doing a Misa Amane photoshoot.  It's going to have a story to it, so that it isn't just a bunch of *SEXY POSE* *CUTE POSE* *SEXY POSE BY A COLUMN*  *LAZY POSE ON  BED* kind of shit, because I hate that.  I hope it turns out well.  We'll be doing it at my grandparents house because the main bedroom is gorgeous, and elegant, and the attached bathroom has a kind of modern feel to it.  Hopefully, it'll turn out semi-decent.

Also.  It's dark and rainy.  That's probably not helping the lazy I'm feeling--Oh, it was that way yesterday, too!  I've found my cause!  BLAME THE WEATHER FOR LACK OF MOTIVATION.  oh, but the weather is so nice.  it should be this way forever.  or snowy.  all the snow in the world.  with more snow.  and cold.  and christmasy.
Current Mood: lazy
22 July 2011 @ 10:24 am
Wow, I am just--Wow.  Stupid as hell, or something.  I've had to redo my Kadaj application to The Rotting twice because I miscounted my first person.  I mean, just... what the fuck?  Talk about embarrassing.

I don't even have an excuse, other than my own stupidity.  /sobs, why so blind, me?

I'm also insanely nervous to be playing him there because the cast is kind of, just maybe a little awesome.  And I'm rusty.  Super, super rusty.  I feel like I'm just getting into the character again.  And I'm going to fail.  And no one is going to like me.  AND I AM GOING TO FAIL.  Probably twice, all at once.  I FEEL LIKE THE MARIO IN MY ICON.

In other news, I have ants invading my kitchen.  No matter how much I clean it, and scrub it, and make sure it's as tidy-nice as it can get.  THEY JUST KEEP COMING.  I swear, I feel like I'm going to go insane.  GO AWAY, ANTS.  LEAVE MY KITCHEN ALONE.  And the hot water heater is on the fritz, and leaking, so there's water all over the laundry room and it smells like musty water and that means I have to turn the hot water heater on/off when I need it/don't need it and it's uggghh.  this house is falling apart.  with ants.  I bet it's the ants.  Making the house fall apart.

Also, my Aunt moved to Canada.  And at first I didn't care, but I miss my cousins so much.  And she's getting married.  To someone she met online.  In WoW.  Who I don't trust one inkling.  I just can't quite understand, and while everyone is happy she's gone (a mean thing, I know), I can't help but want her back.  Sure, she was a lazy bitch, who couldn't properly take care of her children because derpderp WoW was way more important, but... I miss them so much.  The night before they left, I spent it crying because I'm going to miss Warren so much.
Current Mood: embarrassed
21 June 2011 @ 04:31 pm
Desmond would be the greatest Ezio roleplayer in the world.
14 June 2011 @ 03:22 pm
I've put in my first RP application in months.

nnngghhh, so nervous
Current Mood: nervous
All right.

1. I have a virus on the computer. It redirects my pages when I google, or when I do anything. It makes me :C.

2. There are way too many awesome video games coming out in the next six months and I feel like I'm going to die from anxiety. There's just too much awesome, and I might overload.

3. I need to learn to check my e-mail. Since I quit RPing, I just... don't check it. I don't even really get on my computer account. It also makes me :C.

4. I wonder if there's an asscreed RP game somewhere. That'd be cool.

ALSO. HEY. HEY, GUYS. ♥ you!
Current Mood: busy
13 May 2011 @ 07:52 pm
Guys. I really want to RP. It's like this sudden craving, and I can't squish. It also doesn't help that I keep looking at Luceti and going,"Hnngh. Maybe". Fucking wings. Maybe I'll find a place to app Neo-Queen, or Ellis, or Garrus, or someone. OR ALICE. Ugh, I want to play Alice somewhere.

In lulzy-political thing, a Connecticut company decided to make an Obama SEALS doll. He's all buff, and holding an assault rifle. I knew it wasn't going to take long.

Game-wise, I've been playing the hell out of Mass Effect 2. And I can't believe it took me so long to play it. It's so much better than the first. And ~*Garrus*~. /fangirlish squeal
Current Mood: amused
17 April 2011 @ 08:55 am

but i have no attention span for it.  /sobs
Current Mood: cranky
04 March 2011 @ 02:17 pm
I keep meaning to post NQS's application, but I look at the personality and just... falter.  It looks so incomplete compared to most of the stuff I've written, and trying to rewrite it tends to make it more jumbled.  I keep forgetting that she's still USAGI TSUKINO, and focus more on the bits & pieces we get about her from the manga.

She's still bright, and loving, just with an added flair of maturity.  She's made more sacrifices to be queen than most people think, as did her friends and soldiers.  There's still immaturity left in her.  And and and.  Oh.  I wish I could just describe her in a few sentences and leave it at that.

Not to mention, I'm worried about how people will view her.  Most people that play her, play her as fairly serious, and I'm, well, not going to go that route.  Cosmos, I can see as being serious and sickeningly sweet, but Neo-Queen?  No.  At least, not to me.  Oh god, I'm going to do something wrong.

Also.  Contemplating dropping Alice from Luceti.  I love playing her, but I'm starting to think it's just not the right place.  BUT I LOVE PLAYING HER.  DILEMMA!  DILEEEMMMAAAAA!  Maybe I need to find another place to play her, but Luna's Alllaaannn is so good. /waffles everywhere, with lots of butter
Current Mood: annoyed
29 January 2011 @ 05:48 pm
Pick a character you know I write and I'll answer the following questions about him/her.

1. What would your character kill for? What would they die for?
2. What would they refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
3. What do they dream about?
4. What’s their biggest fear?
5. What single object would they be most hard pressed to part with? Why?
6. What is their fondest memory?
7. What is their worst memory?
8. What or who was their most significant influence? Expound.
9. What do they believe makes a successful life?
10. What makes them laugh?
11. What are their religious views?
12. What is their greatest strength?
13. Do they have a fatal flaw? If so, what is it?
14. Who is the most important person in their life?
15. If they died, who would miss them most? How would they die?

And because I don't have an up to date muselist, let me list them for you.  Neo-Queen Serenity/Usagi Tsukino (SM), Ellis (L4D), Alice Wake (Alan Wake), Audrey Horne (Twin Peaks), Vanille / Hope (FFXIII), Ruka / Madoka (Fatal Frame IV).  And that's it, I think.  Don't trust me on that, though.
Current Mood: nauseated
01 December 2010 @ 09:19 am
I wish there was some sort of update I could give you all, but the most I can think of (the most my brain will allow at this moment) is that I'm very, very sick.  I'm spending most of my time on the couch, rotating between the occasional nap, watching TV (though napping + tv go hand in hand), or playing a video game.  I haven't really spared much than an occasional scroll through of my f-list, and it's even worse for Luceti; I mean, I honestly haven't answered a tag since the, hurrrppp, 19th (sorry).

It's kind of bumming me out because I don't really have the brain capacity to play Kadaj, and I really wanted to fuck with him during the event (lulz, him running around thinking he's a priest for Jenova's Witnesses and handing out fliers would've been pretty damn epic).  I'm feeling absolutely terrible about it all because I hate making people wait (sorry again).  So, I put up a hiatus, though I haven't really touched the OOC comm without it; there's not much reason to, honestly.

Ugh. Ugh. Ugh.

Anyone have magical medicine that will cure me of my ailments?  I'd love you forever!
Current Mood: very sick
01 November 2010 @ 05:01 pm
viiddeoo gammmeeee mmeeemeee )

All right.  I should talk about my weekend because it was kind of awesome.  My best friend ended up canceling her party on Saturday, so instead I went out with my dad and aunt to Necropolis.  We had gone last year, and it was so much fun and scary.  This year, however?  Not so much, at least not scary.  I don't know if it was the women in front of us who were the typical stereotype of black women, and screamed and yelped and had me rolling on the ground laughing (it was hilarious), or if it was the lack of workers, but it just wasn't... scary.  At all.  But it sure was a confidence booster.

Why?  Because I was hit on.  A lot.  Called pretty, and cute.  The workers complimented my heels and all that jazz.  God, I love myself sometimes (shuddup, it's good to have some self-confidence).  Also, I had done my hair in a cute butterfly braid.  So adorable.

After the haunted house, we headed to Denny's.  Mind you, we got out of the haunted house at 12:14.  We didn't get out of Denny's until around 2 am, and it was packed.  And that was my Saturday of awesome.

Halloween was your typical halloween.  Went to my grandparents, took my dog with me, had a cookout with hotdogs, burgers, brauts, ribs, etc. etc.  I made a new burger that was topped with carmalized onions, blue cheese, various greens, and spicy mayo; it was amazingly delicious, and I urge you all to try it.  My aunt took the kids out trick or treating while the rest of the adults watched horror movies (first on the list was Night of the Living Dead (not the remake, that sucks), which despite how old it was, had my grandmother cringing).  We made candied apples, and carved pumpkins, sorted candy, and got ZERO trick or treaters.  I was happy about that.

RP WISE: I've had a strong urge to play Kadaj somewhere, and while I'm actually working on an application for Luceti for him, I don't know if I'll submit it.  I want to, but I don't know if I want to.  You know?
Current Mood: cheerful
25 August 2010 @ 06:31 am
One app down, two more to go.

Also. I've been playing around with those celebrity look-a-like things, uploading photos and seeing who I look like. All of my top results have been asian women; Zhang Ziyi, and Mika Nakashima, mostly. It's kind of absurd, really, because I have sharp features. :| Stupid face recognition software.
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Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: Lee Hyori - Want Me Back
22 June 2010 @ 08:39 pm
I don't know how it happened.  I don't know where it came from.   And right now I'm blaming the mush in my head where my brain used to be, but I want to play Elena so badly.  In fact, I've already finished an application for her, well... save for the whole personality thing; I fail at starting those.

Why is she so awesome?
Current Mood: weird
11 June 2010 @ 11:19 am
I figured Hope was going to lose nearly all (and he, very likely, WILL lose all of them) his castmates within the next couple of months.  I'm not surprised, I reserved him knowing that people will try and gather a cast that wouldn't last, but it's still disappointing.  Hopefully, when apps open up, I'll get castmates that will last (cause I am in no way dropping this kid anytime soon).
Current Mood: disappointed
03 June 2010 @ 10:37 pm
Is it weird to want a character you play to be happy?  It seems so sad when I really think about it.
Current Mood: gloomy
27 May 2010 @ 07:20 pm
I am in desperate need of a vacation.  Preferably to some far away place, all by my lonesome with cool blue waters and white sands.  I don't want anyone else there, I want to be by myself.  Alone.  For a couple of days at least.  Somewhere I can daydream for hours and hours on end without a single worry.  Where I don't have to worry about money, or school, or children, or my family.

...Too bad I don't have the money or time for a vacation.  Oh woe.

Anywho. I finally beat Alan Wake, it took me awhile due to my limited amount of time to play it, but I've got to say I enjoyed it.  It wasn't nearly as stressful as most video games in that genre, which I am thankful for.  I don't think I could handle another game where I die every twenty steps I take.  Which is what's happening to me in Modern Warfare 2.  I swear, I'll never beat that game.  Stupid first person shooter with awesome controls.  Why do I suck at you so?

Also.  Also.  A possible growing Shadow Hearts cast at [ profile] witchesreign .  I'm so excited.  No lie.  There's an Albert Simon in the app queue, and that's just...  I mean, I never thought I'd ever see an Albert Simon.  I'd love to see someone app Koudelka, or something.  Or Halley.  Or Margarete.  Or Zhuzhen.  Actually, I'd love to see more characters from the first game make an appearance in the reserves.
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Current Mood: stressed
22 May 2010 @ 06:50 am
The How's My Driving? Meme

Now off to the funeral.
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Current Mood: gloomy
17 May 2010 @ 04:42 am
I have the biggest urge to app Jenova somewhere, and I have for the longest time now.  I almost want to app her at Luceti, but she's (or it) has virtually no real personality and is actually a super minor character.  It'd also be a bitch playing both Kadaj and Jenova, not only because Kadaj is slowly becoming more obsessed with her since losing her, but because I'd play her rather differently than how Steph did, which means characters would be confused as to why the sudden personality change.

I seriously want to play her somewhere.  No lie.  Argh.  I'm gonna go crazy.
Current Mood: frustrated