That scary, high-pitched noise I heard did not scare me.  Nope.  I am not sitting here, in my fuzzy blanket going,"OHMYGOD, a ghost is going to get me"!


Ghosts are scary, gais.
Current Mood: ohgod scary feeling
29 September 2011 @ 01:40 pm
Firefox updated without my permis. and now I don't have ljlogin. /sobs  I forgot how tough it was without it.

Also.  I can't really use my right hand.  Dog bit it open.  It's even tough to type.  and play vidya games. 

Also. Also.  I try not to hate people that come preaching at my doorstep about their religion, but is it necessary?  I don't want to hear it.  If I wanted to be a Mormon, I would have decided on it long, long ago.  And I haven't.  >:C Is the black house, and large barking dogs not enough of a deterrent?  Do I need to put up a sign stating all the misc. things you shouldn't knock on my door for?
  • religion (any & all)
  • your car broke down
  • you need to use my phone
  • you want to sell me something
  • you want to sell me something under the guise of helping others
  • you need to use my bathroom
  • your giving away free ac units/windows/various other household shit

I'm making a sign.  And laminating it.  If that's not enough, I'm going to get a doormat that yells,"GO AWAY" anytime someone steps on it. 

Current Mood: annoyed
24 September 2011 @ 01:07 pm
Lost my monitor for awhile yesterday, almost all day, and by the time I got it back I didn't have the time (or the brain) to play on it.

Did watch The Mentalist season premiere yesterday, and that was just fucking pimp.  I'm so happy the jury's verdict was Not Guilty, I couldn't imagine how the show would turn out with Jane in jail.  There's also something else I'm insanely overjoyed about: Jane didn't kill Red John.  I feel that the show will end the moment Red John is done for because there'd be no more direction the series could go in.

Just look at what happened to Lie To Me.  Lie To Me had no overarching storyline, and was simply episode-to-episode, so it's understandable it was canceled.  I'm going to miss it, though.  The theme song was a-maz-ing.
Current Mood: busy
21 September 2011 @ 05:28 pm
I hate trying to come up with a good 1st post for my characters.  It's hard to write one that isn't just,"where am I, how did I get here".  They're hard to make interesting, especially with a character like Alice.  I mean, my best bet would be to go with one that's mostly subtle panic, some tears, and not much vocal action from her, but then I'm worried it'd be too attention-whorey.

She was just released from The Dark Place, so panic would be realistic, but would it be interesting?  Fucking RP, and trying to make posts intriguing & replyable.

In other news, I'm breaking out badly.  A lot worse than I have in years.  My confidence is really taking a hit from it.  I kind of just want to hide away until they disappear.
Current Mood: frustrated
19 September 2011 @ 11:16 am
Why are fans so uppity?  I just don't get it.
Current Mood: contemplative
12 September 2011 @ 03:58 am
Sims 3 is crashing.  It worked A+ Perfect yesterday, with all my mods, and today I install some fun shit and BAM CRASH.  Remove said newly installed mods and still BAM CRASH.  Remove all my mods & No problem.

I'd really hate to have to clean out my mod folder, and redownload it all again.  I mean, I just reinstalled Sims 3, right after reinstalling windows (and oh by golly gee does it run so smoothly now--I love new installs), and I don't think the computer has run so smoothly before and now this and /sobs

stupid game.  all i want to do is enjoy you, and this is how you treat me.
Current Mood: annoyed
06 September 2011 @ 11:30 am
I've kind of been gone the last week or so. A lot of it due to the fact that my computer had a virus, and after killing it, we decided we might as well reformat. I like clean copies of Windows; it gives me a chance to redecorate my computer, and reorganize and be an overall neat freak. It also gives me a chance to reinstall photoshop & sims 3 and all my fun games to a hopefully better working condition now that our version of Windows isn't slightly corrupted.

Lots of stress in the family. My grandmother was let off Monday, so now she's jobless which is, well, very bad. She's been angry, and depressed, and it just hasn't been fun; she's also been hitting the bottle again, admittedly not beer or wine, but bailey's. I don't think she's been taking her medication, either.

I hope you all have been having a good week, and if you haven't then here's to this one being a little better than last. ♥ Also. It's cold outside. Yay. C:
Current Mood: busy
23 August 2011 @ 05:00 pm

Current Mood: excited
Wow.  I just remembered why I dislike most RPers.  It's like a fucking car crash of whiny, hypocritical, two-faced high schoolers with no sense of direction.

I am just done with it.
Current Mood: aggravated
24 July 2011 @ 04:36 pm
I finally have photoshop back!  In celebration, I think I will make a very large batch of icons.  Mostly Elizabeth from Bioshock: Infinite; she's just so adorable!
Current Mood: creative
22 July 2011 @ 10:24 am
Wow, I am just--Wow.  Stupid as hell, or something.  I've had to redo my Kadaj application to The Rotting twice because I miscounted my first person.  I mean, just... what the fuck?  Talk about embarrassing.

I don't even have an excuse, other than my own stupidity.  /sobs, why so blind, me?

I'm also insanely nervous to be playing him there because the cast is kind of, just maybe a little awesome.  And I'm rusty.  Super, super rusty.  I feel like I'm just getting into the character again.  And I'm going to fail.  And no one is going to like me.  AND I AM GOING TO FAIL.  Probably twice, all at once.  I FEEL LIKE THE MARIO IN MY ICON.

In other news, I have ants invading my kitchen.  No matter how much I clean it, and scrub it, and make sure it's as tidy-nice as it can get.  THEY JUST KEEP COMING.  I swear, I feel like I'm going to go insane.  GO AWAY, ANTS.  LEAVE MY KITCHEN ALONE.  And the hot water heater is on the fritz, and leaking, so there's water all over the laundry room and it smells like musty water and that means I have to turn the hot water heater on/off when I need it/don't need it and it's uggghh.  this house is falling apart.  with ants.  I bet it's the ants.  Making the house fall apart.

Also, my Aunt moved to Canada.  And at first I didn't care, but I miss my cousins so much.  And she's getting married.  To someone she met online.  In WoW.  Who I don't trust one inkling.  I just can't quite understand, and while everyone is happy she's gone (a mean thing, I know), I can't help but want her back.  Sure, she was a lazy bitch, who couldn't properly take care of her children because derpderp WoW was way more important, but... I miss them so much.  The night before they left, I spent it crying because I'm going to miss Warren so much.
Current Mood: embarrassed
Watched Queen of the Damned last night, and I'm.

Hmm.  I don't know if I liked it or not.  Though, I will admit Stuart Townsend made an appearance in my dreams last night, as a floating head if I remember correctly.  It almost makes me want to read the books, but Anne Rice's writing is so stiff and way too descriptive.  Last I tried, I hardly got through the first couple chapters of that one book about Armand; it was so boring!  I ended up really disappointed.

They're probably still boring. le sigh.

BUT! I did go through the wikipedia to learn more about the series and uggh it could be so good if it wasn't so bad.  Lestat's character is just, what exactly?  A mass of contradictions, and super attractiveness?  And are all the vampires bisexual?  And why am I so picky?  I think zombies have ruined my love for the sexy undead.

Give me a shotgun and a zombie apocalypse any day over a vampire that sparkles and/or can't get it up.
Current Mood: nerdy
18 July 2011 @ 01:01 pm

This icon has helped me realize my vast, and undying love for Squall.  omigawd.  Why did I never notice how adorkable he is?
Current Mood: cheerful
13 July 2011 @ 11:43 am
  • I have spent the last several days vomit-y.  Like unable to eat, unable to keep things down, severe heartburn, and nightmares.  The heat is just, ugh, killing me.  Literally, maybe.  Mother tried to send me to the emergency room, but lolololo I'm going to the doctor on Saturday so no hospital.
  • I can't derp on the computer because I'm so sick.  Not kidding.  It gives me a migraine, so the most I get done is just about nothing.  It makes me :C.
  • I just watched the Revelations E3 trailer (again), and it looks even more awesome on my tv.  Even my mother is excited (I don't know who isn't).  It takes my breath away every single time.
  • My dog knocked over our dvd shelf, and popped a can of starter fluid.  Now my house smells like gas.  All because some asshole wanted to mow our grass.  Look.  If I wanted you to mow our grass, I'd ask.  Don't come knocking on my door, and then cowering because my dog wants to rip your throat open.  Grow some balls.
Current Mood: sick
11 July 2011 @ 12:15 pm
I don't know what to dooooooooooo.

should I play vidja games?  or maybe make icons.  or maybe write.  or maybe read.  or maybe clean. or maybe work out.  or maybe just derp off.  god, I'm so indecisive.
Current Mood: bored
07 July 2011 @ 08:27 pm
I have been playing Halo: Reach for 8 1/2 hours.  I have yet to win me some Steak.  I have yet to encounter the Bungie-Team of Steak.  I've got less than 4 hours to beat them and win steak.  I fucking hate Halo right now.


Fucking.  Bungie.  And.  Bungie Day.


/takes a break before her brain implodes
Current Mood: bitchy
07 July 2011 @ 10:01 am
  • Beat the fuck out of Bungie to win free steak. FREE STEAK!
  • Make a post on the gaming site; I have been seriously neglecting my duties, but I just can't seem to get a real post in mind. The things I want to write about are long and undoubtedly very boring. Like the million and one reasons I HATE game reviews. Or the Gamer Types To Avoid. Or the best thing to eat while gaming (hint: it's not fucking junk food, urk).
  • RP. Lucky for me, The Rotting is deliciously slow so I can take my time and not stress.

Yes. This will be my day. And most of my day will be filled with procrastination, the very thing I'm best at.

Current Mood: nerdy
06 July 2011 @ 12:00 pm
I am feeling so overwhelmed at the moment, with no idea where it came from. This sucks.
Current Mood: discontent
01 July 2011 @ 09:05 am
I have not had internet for the last week and a half. Yep. I wasn't even the least bit upset, other than the fact that I didn't put in a hiatus for riot. Boo. BUT I AM BACK.

Current Mood: anxious
21 June 2011 @ 04:31 pm
Desmond would be the greatest Ezio roleplayer in the world.